To my partnerz who stayed down..

i wish we could of cherished more moments together....but the moments we had together..ima cherish those..fo tha rest of my life...shooo....lucky i have a friend like u...haha...shooo..now that i look back...shoo...wen i was goin through those times..i was like..heh..this shit aint gon meen nothin....but heh..i guess i was wrong...cuz people like u...made me the person who i am today...
                                                      - Julian

i wonder if Heaven got a ghetto......

these dayz..goin by fast..make sure u live every day to the fullest...cuz each time a day passes..u will never be able to live dat day again...shoo..this monday eh?...heh...i guess im prepared..mothafuckaz  better watch dey ass....soon as i get released ima clock sum cash...i had some time locked down but im back on the streets...there gon be some trouble wen they see me...wen i get free...believe dat shit...

damn..feelin hella emotional right now n shit...its cuz of her...im down on bended knee...damn..ive been havin mood swings...cuz of her..my homeez..be saying..just move on..but like.. i cant..its hella hard...at least im trying..but still cant get it...she got a boo...damn man..i swear...people these days..she keep on saying to her boo..i love u...u know what?...man..those three little words mean a lot..why do people just throw those words out there..people are just saying those 3 little words just to make a person feel better..but shit..just saying i love u..can hella affect their emotions...damn..but like me..i dont say that shit..just like right away...a girl....needs to respect that...cuz...wen i say i love u..i wanna say it..wen i REALLY MEAN it....but like....folks deez days..dey just say it just to say it..just to make them FEEL better...but damn..they PLAY AROUND wit love like its nothing...piss me off tho...heh...